why should I..

trust you when you are obviously the most dishonest woman on the planet

you are such an idiot

I wonder how did u managed to complete you degree without getting expelled

your rich and famous daddy must have CONTRIBUTE A LOT to the college for the sake of your rotten ass

I know you will read this

just so you know

I am so very darn happy to know you are/ will be reading this

Awake, suffocated

massacre, in the Eden's garden,beneath
bleeding butterflies soaring
I am awake, suffocated
will the scarlet horizon letting me breathe?
the moments I'm breathing
most beautiful beauty is fairly complicated


copyright:
Larasephia
13 march 2009
baling kedah

I am going to write .again.

I'm going to write again

when I think of my previous blog - the one I've created in 2003 and deleted in 2007
I felt so sick and devastated
the blog was like my 1st baby..
when I got it deleted ( because my then lover asked me to-out of jealousy) I cried my heart out for more than 2 weeks
I guess that's what/how a woman who went through abortion must have felt
I've lost my enthusiasm in writing since then

but now

I'm going to write again

WISE WORDS TO WOMEN

If a man wants you nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are.. even if he has more education or in a better job. NEVER something or SOMEONE that once made you smile.. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are.

Oh Lord!? If he cheated with you, he'll cheat ON YOU. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending... compromise is a two-way street.

You need time to heal between relationships ... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals ... look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. but don't ever be afraid to LOVE

All I ever need...

Can you still see the heart of me

all my agony fades away

when you hold me in your embrace



Don't tear me down

for all i need

make my heart a better place

give me something I can believe

Don't turn me down

you're far from the door now

don't let it close



i've tried many times but nothing was real

make it fade away

don't break me down

I want to believe that this is for real

save me from my fear

don't turn me down

I am soaring high..

Through the clouds in my eyes

I watched you fly away

and wished I'd been born with wings...

But seeing u smiling like THAT

I think I am already soaring high... :)

Alhamdulillah..

MasyaAllah..Alhamdulillah..
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Amin ya rabbal alamin...